this is a poem about something that happened on my bday this year. its old n the spelling is bad lol but yeah i was bored =P um...it kinda..dies at the end. but yeah. comments on how to imporve it would be great *waves*
My music, numbing the pain that I should feel
The cuts and bruises from just days before
I hold back the tears and thoughts
Of when I was lying on the floor.
I go around and act like im fine
But inside im falling apart
I smile and act like im not in pain
When everything hurts, especially my heart.
Out of all that just happened
The thing I wish I could take erase
Was that she didn’t get dragged into it
But you cant go back on past days
I cover the marks on my face
I wear make up to hide my tears
But everyday when I go home now
I have to face my fears.
Nobody knows except for one special friend
The rest are to innocent to brake
But as I smile and laugh with them all
My legs begin to shake
On the train home, thinking about whats to come
I get up for my stop, shut my eyes to the thought
That what has just happened, I can not stop
How to stop? That, I was never taught.